Diana Juliet

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Nov. 16th, 2009

serious time

i have to go to sleep.

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Nov. 13th, 2009

beavis

your balls are filthy.

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Nov. 3rd, 2009

meh...

i still really miss my old job. i thought of my old boss earlier today... thought about sending her a christmas card. idk why i was thinking of sending out christmas cards, i never do that kind of thing.

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Oct. 19th, 2009

the wishful thinker calls it quits....

Normally, when i go visit family it feels like im holding my breathe the whole time... waiting patiently until the next time my lungs catch the san diego breeze. walking on eggshells, making sure i dont say whats on my mind, or walk in late with bloodshot eyes. and for the most part, this time was no different.... except for some reason it feels like it was, so i guess it is.

I think sometimes i lose touch with who i am. I get caught up in staying busy and being around all my friends and going from place to place and it wears me down to be this thing, this machine, that just goes and goes and doesn't take notice anything. It's funny that the best place to be reminded of who i am is a place where im not allowed to be myself.

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Oct. 11th, 2009

this is adorable

i love it.

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Oct. 8th, 2009

you suck.

and i never liked the music you listened to.
:|

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Oct. 7th, 2009

you'll burn through me faster than that cigeratte

but these walls are built higher this time, this time i cant kiss you without closed eyes in fear that ill see through you. i cant tell if the lack of effort between us is a strange form of how comfortable we are or if its a sign of no connection.

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Oct. 3rd, 2009

dr pepper....

you're so good to me.

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Oct. 2nd, 2009

e-tarded

worst fucking trip i have ever experienced in all my life.

jesus christ, i thought i was dying, or dead and having a flashback, or i was a ghost. idk man. idfk.

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Sep. 30th, 2009

a fair, affair....

is do-able.

i feel like lately i have no magic in my life, no wonder or even hope. it might be a phase where im just stale, but i remember when i could ignore the pile of shit the day handed to me and wonder off to the park to swing for a few hours past midnight or wave at the gorgeous stranger who had been staring at me, or at the very least, wake up early and be excited to have a day ahead of my feet.

it's no ones fault. everyones jaded, i know that... but fuck, really? fucking really? i dont know what qualifies someone to be an adult aside from the age factor, but if this is what happens then shoot me now, because i have nothing left to look foward to anyways. maybe it's just disapointment and the disapointment in knowing that i will always be disapointed. maybe its me being cynical and... i dont know, lousy. fuck. maybe this is the best thing thats ever happened to me and i can finally stop looking for rays of sunshine and unicorns and take everything for what it is.

i wish i believed in anything.

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Sep. 29th, 2009

"are you ready?"

uggggh. whata fucking joke.

that was the 2nd worst date i have ever had in all my life. 1st place would be held by... i dont even remember his name but he was in some horrible band from ny.

....i dont know why i do this to myself. my night would have been great if it wasnt for my stupid human nature instincts of trying to find a mate. ew. just fucking ew.

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